Fallen Angels

From the battle that raged in the heavens  before the beginning of time came 1/3 of Heavens Angels  they are known to us as the Fallen Ones, we are lead to believe that the Angels that fell were of human form but they were not.  The Fallen Ones was Heaven's Celestial Beings and the Head of  them was, Lucifer was known as the supreme guardian of God, this meant he was the protector of God, In Ezekiel when the Angels was referred to as being there in the beginning adore with precious jewels, and was beautiful beyond any that God had created, " your heart was lifted up because of your beauty, you corrupted your wisdom by reason of your splendor."  Referring to Lucifer
 The lower ranks are often figuratively referred to as stars, while the highest ranking celestial beings are referred to as sons, who on occasion present themselves before God’s throne.  

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During the Battle between the God and Lucifer

THE HAPER'S SONG FOR INHERKHAWY

             Sung by his Harpist for Osiris

    CHIEF of his crew in the place of TRUTH,

                   Inherkhawy, who says

          I am this man, this worthy one,

   Who lives redeemed by abundance of good

                     Tendered by God 

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After Heaven Lost Her Chief Celestial Choir Angels

these Celestial beings are call  the 9 Choirs of Angels 

Catholic Order of Angels                                                                                 Christian Order Of Angels

1. Angels                                                                                                                     1.Seraphim

2. Archangels                                                                                                              2. Cherubim

3. Principalities                                                                                                           3.Thrones

4. Powers                                                                                                                     4.Dominions

5. Virtues                                                                                                                     5.Virtues

6. Dominions                                                                                                               6.Powers

7. Thrones                                                                                                                    7.Principalities

8. Cherubim                                                                                                                 8.Archangels

9. Seraphim                                                                                                                  9.Angels

These celestial Choirs where divided into 3 orders 

1. first sphere is he highest ranking of the Angels 1,2,3
2. second sphere 4,5,6,
3. the lowest of the ranking 7,8,9

Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth? Tell Me, if you have understanding, who set its measurements? Since you know. Or who stretched the line on it? On what were its bases sunk? Or who laid its cornerstone, when the morning stars [the lower celestial ranks] sang together and all the sons of God [the higher celestial ranks] shouted for joy? (Job 38:4-7, NASB)

Now there was a day when the sons of God came to present themselves before the Lord, and Satan also came among them. (Job 1:6, NASB)

Morning Star is sometime referred to as the Star Of David and also Lucifer (light of the morning star) so to me that would mean David and Lucifer shared the same bloodline. Now if you look at the order and according to which you follow the ranking will be different, and in some religion 3 and 6 are one and the same, so Thrones and Powers same and Principalities and Dominions same
that's why some time you may come across the title Prince and Principalities because whom ever holds the seat of the Throne would be know as the Prince and scripture have us to believe that Lucifer at one time held the Throne and Dominions is referred to as the Devil

Lucifer thoughts became inflated, his ego inflated, and vanity emerged within Him when he place himself on the Throne of God.  This actions caused this Supreme Guardian of God to become His Adversary, and then he sought a higher power than that of God. That would be the Highest of the Most High. You may wonder as i did why one Religious order is one way and the other the opposite, i came to the conclusion perhaps its the same reason when you spell lived backwards its spells or devil. this may not mean anything to many.
Once a questions was asked of me are we born with s soul or are we issued a soul at the moment of birth? How does a soul determines who's physical body it will reside in, we are told that a souls leaves the body once life ceases to exist, so I would adhere to the ladder part of that question that it enters a body at the moment of existence.  But some would say that the movement of conception is the monument of existence, so this leaves of with another answer to find, and always remember life gives you all the answers before the question. 

Mormons view  angels as messagers of God sent to mankind to deliver messages and to guide us, 
they also believe that they are the spirits of deceased humans or souls that are yet to be born  
So does a soul just occupy any unborn human, or does that deceased humans souls follow the blood line for which its existence began? Christian view angels as guardians of mankind sent here to help us along the path of our journey here on earth,. now remember that Lucifer was the Supreme guardian for God. So are they sent here to observer the outcome of the choices we make, or are they sent here to keep us on the path for which thay already know the outcome of, because they are the past and future of our existence, Being the deceased soul of our bloodline

Catholics view angels

I with my own source of Knowledge believe that the combination of all these religions has parts that connect to what was revealed to me. Angels, Messager for God , (Micheal 2/8) , was sent to do what it must to accomplished the task that they was created to do. With us having free will, be it not the choice of ours but our bloodline from the binging before Thought of Time, it was decided for us, so those Guardians Souls are connected through  Time and Thought. Doing everything in their Power to keep us from repeating wrong decision from the past, send us on a detour from our future

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Before God created this physical universe, He created celestial beings. God didn’t just create a handful of them. He created countless numbers of them, perhaps even more than the number of humans currently present on this Earth. 

the only Ones that has the power to change what the  Souls Eye has had forethought to conceive  before

thought of time has a chance to deceive,  are the Powers of the Souls that had a hand in the conception of ForeThoughts, are Those present at the time that plan was Created. So when having a moment of deja vu take a second to recall what is wrong in that space and time, is it that moment Life or Death, will you choose Chance or Fate, at this point. Will you change yours Souls planned, and perhaps by changing it you will get back on the right path, or maybe not that's something only you will know at that time, and if there are others with you at that moment, observe who and what they and you are doing, many times your have a intense feeling, either there is something wrong. sometime this feeling is so intense you are unable to stay in the same space that other person is occupying . there will be moment when your physically along.  there will be mornings when  you wake with a Feeling of Confusion, Loneliness, Sadness. Anger and Frustration will come not being able to discern way you feel this way. For me my childhood until the birth of my first child was was morning such as this. It was and still is on a few occasion the worst feeling in the world to be angry and not no why. My mother use to ask me why did i get up and never speak or say good morning to anyone, she told me that i may have been beautiful on the outside, but my attitude made me ugly. I never got upset with her for that because i knew she was right. But i never could understand the reason for those feeling. Now i do

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Jude 1:8
" All sinners are spiritually asleep, and their carnal activity is as it were a dream (1Th 5:6, 7). Their speaking evil of dignities is because they are dreaming, and know not what they are speaking evil of (Jude 10). "As a man dreaming seems to himself to be seeing and nearing many things, so the natural man's lusts are agitated by joy, distress, fear, and the other passions. But he is a stranger to self-command. Hence, though he bring into play all the powers of reason, he cannot conceive the true liberty which the sons of light, who are awake and in the daylight; enjoy"8Yet in the same way these men, also by dreaming, defile the flesh, and reject authority, and revile angelic majesties. 9But Michael the archangel, when he disputed with the devil and argued about the body of Moses, did not dare pronounce against him a railing judgment, but said, "The Lord rebuke you!"… 

Now  from my bloodline,  Haitian's religious we call such dreams as Witches riding you Back, or if you See a Cat sitting on top of a Grave that is Two souls at battle for entry into this realm. My nights were constantly filled with terror, i could never sleep with the lights off or if i did just as i drift of into the realm i call in between half asleep half awake, i could fill them all around me, I never knew how to stop them i was just a scare fight en little girl, always feeling as if i was getting rape while i was asleep. and thing once or perhaps if your bless in a life time your wake up with this feeling of bliss, as if everything is new, yet you know so how from fact that it is not, but still this feeling is, and its one that you will wishes would last for all eternity 

Although my Mother took me to Church regularly i didn't really understand what the Preacher was speaking about it was just a lot of screaming and shouting to a little girls. My father ( this is my Haitian side)having sight of the forefront oh his warning these awful instances of sinless sins and overwhelming penalty for him and his  bloodline never went to church other than to sing, and boy could he sing he was the equivalent of Marvin Gaye to the religious community. 

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Nights of dreaded dreams

When i was young i remember him trying to practice is Religion, but like most people my mother thought it to be black magic, which it is not. Voodu was the prevalent religion in Hattie, until the Whites moved to Europe and established the religion now now as Catholicism declaring our religion as witchcraft, Than came back around on the Mayflower with a branch call and established the religion now now as Catholicism. sent  a branch called Protestantism { in another blog i get into the power of words, take the word Protestantism, Pro-Test-Anti, protest against those we believe to be Anti-Chist} and burn and one they declared to be  witching. Now you tell me whats the difference between magic and a miracle when so amazing happen to us it was black magic, when it happen to them it was a miracle from the God.

While the Baptist Minster preached of how these dreams was an exasperation of the foul and sinful acts of my forefathers, particularly defiling the flesh. he never explain to a little girl how to rid herself of such thing, but my father even though my mother disapprove taught me how to do what that Messager of God had not.

"During this Battle Between my Soul and  Spirit there raged a ferocious war in my heart  The Soul was air and The Spirit Earth. And the Spirit defeated the Soul, and the Shabbat/Sabbat (Micheal/Cassiel) overcame all the days of the Week (Saturday/Sunday)

When His thought to be loyal Heads fell God Dreams of a Time of Peace for all of his Creation, from The heavenly Celestial Being to us mere human beings fell with them.

Ocean of Serenity Dreams

                                                

continues with Fallen Dreams

 

pieces of a dream

  Fallen pieces Of A  Dream

i can recall only to wonder dreams that i have had during this life time, the first one i want to talk about was a dream i have when i was 33 im 53 now, within the dream i had of pleasure, untouched happiness, and joy beyond any that i had felt awake, and definitely not asleep, this  pleasure was not of a sexual nature, thou i feel sex should have one feeling this way, the joy was from a place that i had never attained before,  There was a voice, only a voice no image in this dream, and the only action that took place was myself and that voice laughing, it was a short dream but in that reality it as like eternity, there was only one obstacle that could be no lies or guilty from lies bought into the dream the voice never relayed this to me but for some reason i never this is what i needed to do for this dream to be. so my heart and souls was emptied of all worries, as the dream ended i could still hear the laughter of that voice, it was intoxicating, contagious.  much like the laughter i had wished for during my childhood.  i didn't want it to end, it felt although there was something missing , something that i had field to accomplish even though it was one of the best dreams i had ever had .When i woke up i got a pen and paper to try and transcript what that dream meant to me, i awoke with only pieces of a dream

pieces of a dream

this morning i woke up with only pieces of  a dream,

with this feeling of ecstasy that, what could this mean.

the very thought of that joy, that evades me doing day light,

slipped it way into my soul for only one night.

i still can feel the love in his tone, why did it only last until the dawn.

could it have be and angle for heaven above,

i not really certain what i conceived was lust,

no love I've ever had, has made me feel that way.

only forbidden thoughts of love has ever led  me astray

this morning i woke up with only pieces of a dream

Morpheus God Of Dreams

As you my no Morpheus is the Greek God of dreams he is also known as the the shape, stemming for the Power to change form in peoples dreams, with the help of his brothers.Thanatos ( Personification of Death), and Phobetor, (Personification of Nightmares)  and appeared in dreams as animals or monsters. His counterpart is Somnia (Insomnia the inability to fall asleep)the four of these entities dwell in the underworld. 

When we in the between realm of sleep there is a micro period of time that these entities has control of The Power Sleep. Morpheus has the ability to mimic any human form and appear as that form in your dream, his true from is that of a spirit (ghost) so he must have the consent of the sleeper to inter into their dream in their from.  once he has that control he then has the power to control you dream, creating at will want he desire, and the ability to travel to and from our realm to his, having  a ghostly spirit still attatched to us.

1. "When Jacob rolled the stone off well, 

      other option were closed, 

      My history opened.

      But my voice remained inside, in the hollow echo"

                                                                        

Hypnos

per sonication of Sleep

All that i know about Hypnos is that he dwell in a cave in the underworld who's mansion does not see the light of day, neither the sitting of the sun, at the entrance of his mansion are poppies and other hypnotic plants, there is no gate or door for fear  the creaking of the hinges would wake him, a river runs through the cave, this river is know as the River of Forgetfulness. There is another river in the under world know as the Stygian this is where the Souls of the Dead hat to cross (Styx)

This is why most people can not recall their dreams, and if your are able to remember it, its never in it entirety or in sequence  our memories of the events that occur while we slumber are rearrange by these entities as to lead us off the path of which we have planned.  when we sleep this is the closet to death that we come without actually dying, so we are on the other side of our lives, the lives that these entities wish to keep us from. if every human would make it across to the other side of our existence where there is entail bliss, these entities would be trap in the underworld for eternity. these gods are the fallen celestials ones from the being of time. and if human ones take back the authority that was given to them to control there will on the other side, we would realize where in time and space we belong to reach that higher plan of existence, But if this happen for every human Time would cease to exist and so would all the physical personification of those that had fallen. when those celestial fell everything that was, and would be from physical emery fell with them, so of these connection/bloodlines will never be reconnection, and some will find a way to connect the ending back to the being and have peace within It like having a family member that you weather not have as blood kin, and a friend that is there for you until the end that's how a friend at end times become blood out side the womb, family by faith. Hypothetically, if at the end you had to choose between a family member that had tainted the family bloodline and this action keeps you repeating the same life time over and over and this member never changes his action so that your be able to change yours. Now there is a friend that always places them selves as a bridge to crossover the Stygian River and you always turn away leaving them to repeat there life time, dare to this saccadic. these are the moments that i spoke of in a early blog when you know something should change and finally you know what and when, will you chose differently?

I think a man's seventy years are few!

of his hundred that are allotted to him as his life span

Thirty are lost

Ten are spent as a foolish child

another Ten spent completely decrepit (lying)

The fifty left divide into days and nights 

only half sees the light of day

what's better than to be happy and at ease?

In an existence that only you have conceived

                                                 black and gray or both sleep the day away

i can remember around the time i was six until adult hood  dream of waking up in the middle of the nights and i would have a need for ice cold glass of water, this occur nearly every night, in the dream I ask my mother why was it that i need water so badly. i can remember her saying that i was ether coming or going to Hell. Now, realize why i always and still been terrified of water, the only thing that does brother me about H2O  is drinking it, it go's back to the dream state of our conscious

                                                                                

BEWARE

from POEM OF THE END

But for two even mornings 

joy is too small

as you draw inside

turn your face to the wall

for the Spirit' a pilgrim (a traveler)

walks alone its way

let your hearing drop

to the primal clay

Adam listen hard

over the sources

hear what rivers veins

are telling their shores.....

               

while trying to research my bloodline, needing to know where and from whom i bore from, it was really hard for me. Being that most of Blacks gets to a point in our family tress where the branches becomes to confusing and with the additional problem of trying to figure out to what white master we we traded into. my tree stop at my great great great grandfather who was original one of the white Haitian that left when most of the white's moved to Europe, this is when our religion Voodu was band from us to practice it and they being practicing Catholicism, buts that another blog i'll get to it in time, its funny how everything is so connect but sooner or later that same connection will lead you astray on the path you started at the being.

Haitian  believe that going under hypnosis is a doorway for spirit from the other side to travel into this existence. The Poppy Plant are the symbol for this entities, and in medical term opium and morphine is made using extract and use to manufacture heroin and used anesthesia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anesthesia  is another one of the hypnotic drugs that is use widely in cultures today.

COLORS

 

they told them all the good never mentioning the bad 

they showed them how they could live wearing their colored rags, now it is so sad, that their lives had to end in such a tragic way, 

nothing we could,do nothing we could say 

         they had all the answers, now they are gone today they chose this life for many reasons, making all the wrong moves losing their lives, what did they have to proved killing, for a color hating one another

they told them all the good never mentioning the bad
that showed the how they could live wearing their colored rags,

  just what does it mean, this color, they said 
that  if a man wears the wrong color shirt on the wrong side of town, 
that he wouldn't make it home he would be shot down

no man should have to die because of the color he wears
the places he chose to go he should be safe there

they're killing or future
disgracing our past

how long will this madness go on
how long can our young black men last

    they told them all the good never mentioning the bad
now their gone today what men we could have had

Kortni Quick

May 29, 2020  ·

I am white.

I am from Cullman, Alabama.

And I am fucking outraged.

Racism isn't anything new to me. I hail from the land of "don't let the sun set on your black ass." I live less than a mile from a field where KKK rallies were known to be held until I was about 7. I've seen "Heritage not Hate" so many times it's permanently etched into the back of my eyelids. I've seen young black men expelled from their high school because someone called them the "N-Word" and no one stood up for them. I've heard whispers of "she dated a black boy," and "they never come this far into town." 5 years ago the KKK left a bag full of candy on my doorstep with a flyer inviting me to a rally. My best friend (who is married to a black man) got a bag of rocks.

See, when Sandra Bland was murdered I kept my mouth shut. "It's not my battle," I thought.

When Trayvon Martin was murdered I said nothing while everyone whispered that a teenager shouldn't have worn a hoodie. "He knew what he looked like," resonated through my town like a chant at a football game. I told myself, "I have no idea what these people are going through. I have no right to speak on their behalf."

When Tamir Rice, a 12 year old boy, was murdered in cold blood for playing with a toy I held my baby a little closer. I was fearful that he would grow up in a world where his friends would be executed. I was furious, I was scared, and I kept my mouth shut. "What do I know about oppression?"

I've sat and been silent while countless black men and women were murdered in the street. I've fought quiet battles in private, but never openly for fear of saying something wrong or not having all the facts straight. I did not want to do more harm than good by being uneducated or inexperienced.

When George Floyd was murdered it awakened something in me. I'm tired of keeping my mouth shut. I'm tired of standing idly by while innocent people are MURDERED. I do not care that he may or may not have been writing a bad check. Do you know what the penalty is for that? It's a fucking misdemeanor.

Dear black people:

I see you. I hear you. And I stand with you. I will not let this fall to the wayside as so many other senseless deaths have. I will not forget. I will fight for you.

I will stand and film if you are pulled over, even if it means I "rock the boat."

I will stand with you on the courthouse steps, even if it disappoints the people from my town.

I will fight with you, even if it means I may be hurt.

I will use my privilege to help you in whatever way I can. I swear it.

Dear white people:

Do not be silent. Do not be fearful. Stand up for what is right.

If it was my son, or my brother, or my father that was murdered heads would roll.

Do not speak to me about how "rioting wasn't the answer" when they've been peacefully protesting since before you were born.

Do not speak to me about "not all police," when it IS in fact "all black people."

Do not speak to me about percentages and black on black crime while you don't have to worry every single day if your son is going to come home safe.

Do not defend the actions of murderers and try to justify it by pulling out every bad thing their VICTIM ever did.

I'm tired, y'all. I'm tired of seeing a world filled with hate. This is not the world that I want for us. It's not the world I want for our children. And I will do whatever I have to to ensure that things change. Regardless of consequence.

#NoJusticeNoPeace #JusticeForGeorgeFloyd #BLACKLIVESMATTER #myProblemTOO

 

 

 

 

  Saddest Sounds From Now And Then Are The Words lost In The Wind

once we obtain the desire to embrace the sounds of WORD that had been with held from us in this foreign land, the  next obstacle was to understand the meaning and  of  word, see that the only way that we would have to accomplish this task was to trust and believe the ones that would be teaching.

before we could make it to the second grade we were force to close the only little Black School. in our community and attend another school of their choosing.
talk to read with books such as Sally, Dick, and Jane Go Spot Go.

and then their came the King James Version of the Holy Bible the only bible that my mother would let us study about the Lord from or maybe the Watch Tower every now and then.

at the end of revelation it is written that "who soever change or remove any words from this book of prophecy, God will remove that person's share in the tree off life and in the holy city that are described in this book"

Now i will explain to those whom believe that  my faith is pagan and sinful, but the one that was force read to us , authored by the the judge whom accursed  Moses of be a soccer, referring to his plagues that was put upon there blood line. this author was also the author of the first bible of demonology. We were instilled with the imprint of Knowledge that every Being holds Power of FreeWill and with that Power  has the ability to pass down  [ Passive

 thus   when you question this book that is a unforgivable sin.

1. any words that were sent down by God  be written and bond as a holy manuscript  to guide and comfort any one  that should need, want or desire the guidance and comfort from God. Should  be offered not force upon anyone choosing not to except this offer of guidance. 
2. we were taught that in the English rule of grammar (and there are lots of them) you never Begin a sentence with the word "and"  this may not bother the masses but it confused me and when i came across a European we discuss religion and i pose the question of why is it that the KJV of this book start off breaking rules that they had set in place for us to follow and guide us to a better exist. She smiled and said to me your have the wrong book.
3. in Genesis the first chapter reads that in the beginning God created heaven and earth ....and in the second chapter of Genesis it reads and when the Lord God made earth and heaven..... now which is it is it both or Thu my understanding and interpretation of these words there were two one created and one made, and what is the difference between creating and making. one is a original and the other is a copy of the original but opposite, its like and image reflecting its self back from a mirror and the I catches you staring at yourself  every now and then.
4. why was the last passages put into this book "who soever change or remove any words from this book of prophecy, God will remove that person's share in the tree off life and in the holy city that are described in this book" was it to keep us from missing out on blessing, or was it to take away from blessing that had already been promise to us, a promise made by Any God should be kept, and if there are any stipulations in the conditions in trusting and believing in his words they should be put at the Beginning of this book not at the end after you have question the thing you have read. but perhaps the KJV knew forehand that, that was exactly what we would do Its called Bible Study, studying is to break it down and interpret what was meant thur the writing of the WORDS.

when, in the hea