Fallen pieces Of A  Dream

i can recall only to wonder dreams that i have had during this life time, the first one i want to talk about was a dream i have when i was 33 im 53 now, within the dream i had of pleasure, untouched happiness, and joy beyond any that i had felt awake, and definitely not asleep, this  pleasure was not of a sexual nature, thou i feel sex should have one feeling this way, the joy was from a place that i had never attained before,  There was a voice, only a voice no image in this dream, and the only action that took place was myself and that voice laughing, it was a short dream but in that reality it as like eternity, there was only one obstacle that could be no lies or guilty from lies bought into the dream the voice never relayed this to me but for some reason i never this is what i needed to do for this dream to be. so my heart and souls was emptied of all worries, as the dream ended i could still hear the laughter of that voice, it was intoxicating, contagious.  much like the laughter i had wished for during my childhood.  i didn't want it to end, it felt although there was something missing , something that i had field to accomplish even though it was one of the best dreams i had ever had .When i woke up i got a pen and paper to try and transcript what that dream meant to me, i awoke with only pieces of a dream

pieces of a dream

this morning i woke up with only pieces of  a dream,

with this feeling of ecstasy that, what could this mean.

the very thought of that joy, that evades me doing day light,

slipped it way into my soul for only one night.

i still can feel the love in his tone, why did it only last until the dawn.

could it have be and angle for heaven above,

i not really certain what i conceived was lust,

no love I've ever had, has made me feel that way.

only forbidden thoughts of love has ever led  me astray

this morning i woke up with only pieces of a dream

Morpheus God Of Dreams

As you my no Morpheus is the Greek God of dreams he is also known as the the shape, stemming for the Power to change form in peoples dreams, with the help of his brothers.Thanatos ( Personification of Death), and Phobetor, (Personification of Nightmares)  and appeared in dreams as animals or monsters. His counterpart is Somnia (Insomnia the inability to fall asleep)the four of these entities dwell in the underworld. 

When we in the between realm of sleep there is a micro period of time that these entities has control of The Power Sleep. Morpheus has the ability to mimic any human form and appear as that form in your dream, his true from is that of a spirit (ghost) so he must have the consent of the sleeper to inter into their dream in their from.  once he has that control he then has the power to control you dream, creating at will want he desire, and the ability to travel to and from our realm to his, having  a ghostly spirit still attatched to us.

1. "When Jacob rolled the stone off well, 

      other option were closed, 

      My history opened.

      But my voice remained inside, in the hollow echo"

                                                                        

Hypnos

per sonication of Sleep

All that i know about Hypnos is that he dwell in a cave in the underworld who's mansion does not see the light of day, neither the sitting of the sun, at the entrance of his mansion are poppies and other hypnotic plants, there is no gate or door for fear  the creaking of the hinges would wake him, a river runs through the cave, this river is know as the River of Forgetfulness. There is another river in the under world know as the Stygian this is where the Souls of the Dead hat to cross (Styx)

This is why most people can not recall their dreams, and if your are able to remember it, its never in it entirety or in sequence  our memories of the events that occur while we slumber are rearrange by these entities as to lead us off the path of which we have planned.  when we sleep this is the closet to death that we come without actually dying, so we are on the other side of our lives, the lives that these entities wish to keep us from. if every human would make it across to the other side of our existence where there is entail bliss, these entities would be trap in the underworld for eternity. these gods are the fallen celestials ones from the being of time. and if human ones take back the authority that was given to them to control there will on the other side, we would realize where in time and space we belong to reach that higher plan of existence, But if this happen for every human Time would cease to exist and so would all the physical personification of those that had fallen. when those celestial fell everything that was, and would be from physical emery fell with them, so of these connection/bloodlines will never be reconnection, and some will find a way to connect the ending back to the being and have peace within It like having a family member that you weather not have as blood kin, and a friend that is there for you until the end that's how a friend at end times become blood out side the womb, family by faith. Hypothetically, if at the end you had to choose between a family member that had tainted the family bloodline and this action keeps you repeating the same life time over and over and this member never changes his action so that your be able to change yours. Now there is a friend that always places them selves as a bridge to crossover the Stygian River and you always turn away leaving them to repeat there life time, dare to this saccadic. these are the moments that i spoke of in a early blog when you know something should change and finally you know what and when, will you chose differently?

I think a man's seventy years are few!

of his hundred that are allotted to him as his life span

Thirty are lost

Ten are spent as a foolish child

another Ten spent completely decrepit (lying)

The fifty left divide into days and nights 

only half sees the light of day

what's better than to be happy and at ease?

In an existence that only you have conceived

                                                 black and gray or both sleep the day away

i can remember around the time i was six until adult hood  dream of waking up in the middle of the nights and i would have a need for ice cold glass of water, this occur nearly every night, in the dream I ask my mother why was it that i need water so badly. i can remember her saying that i was ether coming or going to Hell. Now, realize why i always and still been terrified of water, the only thing that does brother me about H2O  is drinking it, it go's back to the dream state of our conscious

                                                                                

BEWARE

from POEM OF THE END

But for two even mornings 

joy is too small

as you draw inside

turn your face to the wall

for the Spirit' a pilgrim (a traveler)

walks alone its way

let your hearing drop

to the primal clay

Adam listen hard

over the sources

hear what rivers veins

are telling their shores.....

               

while trying to research my bloodline, needing to know where and from whom i bore from, it was really hard for me. Being that most of Blacks gets to a point in our family tress where the branches becomes to confusing and with the additional problem of trying to figure out to what white master we we traded into. my tree stop at my great great great grandfather who was original one of the white Haitian that left when most of the white's moved to Europe, this is when our religion Voodu was band from us to practice it and they being practicing Catholicism, buts that another blog i'll get to it in time, its funny how everything is so connect but sooner or later that same connection will lead you astray on the path you started at the being.

Haitian  believe that going under hypnosis is a doorway for spirit from the other side to travel into this existence. The Poppy Plant are the symbol for this entities, and in medical term opium and morphine is made using extract and use to manufacture heroin and used anesthesia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anesthesia  is another one of the hypnotic drugs that is use widely in cultures today.